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Favourite colour(s): Black, Red, and White.
Favourite music: Techno/Dance, Rock.
Favourite animal(s): Cats, snakes, wolves, owls, frogs, elephants, guinea pigs.
Passion(s): Photography, literature, painting, drawing.
Interest(s): Old vintage things, books.
Camera(s): Don't even get me started on those... But I use my Canon SX130 IS the most.

I wish I was a hunter in search of different food
I wish I was the animal which fits into that mood
I wish I was a person with unlimited breath
I wish I was a heartbeat that never comes to rest
I wish I was a stanger who wanders down the sky
I wish I was a starship in silence flying by
I wish I was a princess with armies at her hand
I wish I was a ruler who'd make them understand
I wish I was a writer who sees what's yet unseen
I wish I was a prayer expressing what I mean
I wish I was a forest of trees that do not hide
I wish I was a clearing no secrets left inside

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Journal Entry: Thu May 24, 2012, 9:44 PM

Mood: Pleased
Listening to: Television
Reading: Along for the Ride
Watching: I have no clue..
Drinking: water

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The end of exams. The end of Chemistry and Algebra II. The end of Sophomore Year. The end of the school year. The end of the book... (He died .____.) I hate when the love interest dies. That's why I'll never watch Remember Me again.

I feel pretty good about my exams. I just need my Algebra II teacher to put in my grade. :C Seeing all my grades will make my school year feel more complete. It really doesn't feel like it's summer break yet.

-Felt like only yesterday I was a Freshman, walking around the school with my friend, talking about how big it was, her looking at me like I was silly.
-Then I got used to it, and realized how small it was. Not to mention how ugly. Except for the front, where the big window-looking doors are and the light comes through. That's the only pretty part.
-I joined a team because she did, and I knew it made her happy, which made me happy, so I went for it.
-I went to homecoming with a friend, danced around like a white girl with all my other friends, pretended I knew all the song lyrics. Yeah, I didn't.
-Almost failed Geometry. Scariest moment of my life, when I saw that D. I managed to bring it up, though, thank GOD. I thought I was going to scream.
-Met some wonderful people; people I'll never forget, even if we never speak again.
-Walked around with a bandage on my hand, and if people asked why, I said it was cat scratches. It wasn't. I wish it had been.
-Visited the hospital so many times that year, the doctors and I were on a Christian name basis. I went for mom, I went for me, I went for my friend, I went for her mom, we went for each other at the same time, at different times. My doctor was like an older brother to me. He got into an argument with another doctor over me, because the other doctor had made me cry. XD
-Got used to needles.
-Threatened my guy best friend because he was dating my girl best friend.
-Screwed around with his head for fun. I talked to him on the phone and pretended to be her. It was hilarious. She thought so, too. He was so clueless.
-My favourite seniors graduated. (They're both in the Army now. c: )
-Then it was summer... I stayed with my sisters for a month; did it make us any closer? No clue, but I wouldn't take that month back for anything, even after all the troubles.

-Went back to school. I was so excited. I couldn't believe we were Sophomores. Hecks yeah, we were bad a**, we were Sophomores! Why WOULDN'T we be? Tsktsk. So silly. "Oh, you're a FRESHMAN? FreshMEAT. >D"
-I started to recognize people's faces from the year before
-I got used to the Dumb-"Smart" boards.
-I joined the team again. I hadn't liked it much before, but I missed everyone too much to just quit. I liked it better this time.
-We were embarrassed in front of three-quarters of the school. Our team needed more practice. But that's okay. We left smiling. You need to laugh at yourself sometimes.
-He was the grandma, we were the grandpas; it didn't make sense but we had fun and that's what counts.
-The coach suddenly liked me. Shocker, she hadn't before. My friend and I were suddenly the adored ones out of the group. Mood swing, much?
-He knocked himself out with the pole. He went down, took it like a man. Didn't cry, lucky him. We'd never let him live that down. I turned around and thought he was laughing; I hadn't seen what had happened. No, he was in pain. Oops. I laughed, though. We all did later.
-Ate some crappy lunches of the century. I got sick on them. No way were those fully cooked.
-Started to like this one boy. I had known him since eighth grade, and yet suddenly, things were different. He was one of my favourite senior's little brother. The first time I complimented him, I had to force myself to do it. Not because it was hard to do, but because I was nervous to compliment him. I told him he had a pretty smile, that he needed to smile more. He did. So did I.
-I didn't convince myself NOT to like him. That was my friend's advice, of course, so I tried.
-I pretended I wasn't looking for him at the Games. Oh yes I was.
-He asked me out. It was so corny, the way he did it. XD He walked to my house in the morning and walked me to my bus stop. He asked; I said yes.
-Went to Homecoming with him.
-First kiss. Wasn't expecting it at all, he caught me off guard.
-Got one of my crappiest YearBook pictures. "Retake, PLEASE?" "No."
-Grew closer to some friends, grew distant from other's. Lost three close friends, gained three more. Part of life, I guess... It sucks but I know it happens. Not much you can do about it.
-Collected up to ten cameras now. C: <3
-Had a dream come true: I got two kittens for Christmas. C: for FREE. Black, precious little Siamese babies. Brother and sister. They're bigger and hyper now. In fact, one just pounced my laptop. -_____-
-Was accepted to AP classes, Yearbook staff, looked into Volleyball... Too bad I can't accept any of them back. :c All that down the drain..
-Passed the six month mark with my boyfriend. Ups and downs? Umyes. You can say that x's 7. But we're working on it. Now we're on the seventh month mark.
-Discovered that cuddling is actually a wonderful thing.
-Discovered Korean Soap Operas. OUO
-Discovered PicMonkey. <3
-Went to Military Ball. CX
-Learned some things I'd rather have not known.
-Saw somebody at my school snuff during lunch; I asked them why they were eating cat food.
-Won a debate over Men Vs. Women. Hear me roar.
-Went to my first concert.
-Went to my first festival. Going to another one on Sunday. :3
-Ended the year actually feeling great about my Exams. <333

So yeah... I'm a Junior! (: Two more years to go, baby!

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